lost my love

edwina is still missing! tomorrow will be THREE WEEKS now and i'm dying.

how did this happen?
where did she go?
is she living with another family?
is she wandering around town?
is she wounded?
is she sick?
is she dying of starvation and the cold?
has she been hit by a car?
is she lying dead somewhere?
does she still have her collar and tag? and if so, why the HELL has nobody called me?

i can't stand that i don't know where and how she is? if someone stole her, i wish they would please anonymously call me and tell me so that, at least, i can know. i just hate the not knowing! how long do i keep my hopes up?
day by day i am slowly losing hope and am not slowing down around the neighborhood to look for her.
i am not slamming on my brakes when i think i see a black something.
i am not looking for her when i drive up to my house,
i am not randomly checking her bed on my front porch expecting to her her laying there.

I MISS HER:
i am not finding as many ed hairs around my house and i don't know what to do with all of our leftovers. nobody howls when my phone rings or eats the food accidentally left on the ottoman, nobody is there when i open the door and is so excited that i'm home.

i'm so sad i lost my baby girl.....