our baby girl

so, as painful and awful it is, i guess it's time to deal with the fact that our little girl will not be coming back home. i hate this, i'm so frustrated with the fact that i DON'T KNOW what happened to her. i like to think that she was adopted by a cute family that found her and fell in love. although they would have to be crazy asses to keep a dog that had a tag! having her gone, makes me feel so bad about how badly i treated her. i didn't treat her as kindly as i should have. dogs are such good examples of how to be, ed loved us UNCONDITIONALLY, no matter what. she was always happy to be with you and excited to see you. when she got into trouble, she immediately came back to "apologize". she couldn't stand knowing that she was in trouble with me. i wish i could be the person that ed thought i was. jack put together a slide show for her, so we always have something to look at when we get sad {and make us MORE sad}

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