ahhh........

ok, i surrendered to the meds, i am now taking pills everyday...... and, i love it! god bless medication.
i feel 100% better in one day. so, for antone else out there that is fighting the battle, just forget it.
it's not worth the anxiety and stress, just go straight to the meds! but i thank all of you who were helpfull
and concerned. hopefully, i am done with this chapter of my life........ we'll see.